Just once.

Just once I would like to actually matter to someone. I'm tired of consistently being proven that im not good enough. I dislike that fact I let people matter to me so much, just to have them walk away. I just want one person to stay. STAY. Not leave, and then come back like everyone else, like my dad, like tarry, like Natalie, and everyone else. In any situation, relationship, friendship what ever, I just want someone to stay no matter how hard it is. Just stay. Why am I always the one being left? What is it about me that makes people leave?