Actually.

I feel so alone, all the time.

I have friends, great friends. But they don’t feel the same anymore. Nothing feels the same anymore.

I have good times, I do crazy things, and I have awesome stories that I can tell.

But, I’m empty. I have no internal emotions. I’m not happy anymore. I’m just on auto pilot.

I keep telling myself I’m fine, and this is normal and it’ll go away, but I’m kinda afraid I’m really fucked up.