Existing.

I'm tired of just existing. I want to live. I want to be alive. I've become so numb... I can't remember what its like to feel. I can't feel anything, happiness, anxiousness, I can't even feel sad.

I would much rather be breaking than what this is internally.

I smile, I laugh, I cry. but I can't feel it.

What's happened to me?
I used to feel everything, and so intensely.
But now, I'm just so numb, so empty.

I just wish someone would pull me out of this.

I want someone to make me feel, something, anything.

Anything...